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I was always going to be a writer. I’ve known this for as long as I’ve known anything. It was an accepted fact in my family by the time I had entered the second grade, which makes no sense because I was always too bashful to let my GrandMaud or my dad read anything I had ever written. Like a cave child scratching pictures on the wall of bison and fire and dancing, I showed an early knack for content. Only writing kept me from being swept into the dust of third grade, and for this reason I not only loved writing, I felt a strong sense of loyalty to it. Dunno HOW I was ever included in the gifted program at school. I may have been shaky about tying my shoes, multiplication tables, and telling time, but I was sure about my future “career,” and I consider this certainty the greatest gift of my life. I can’t explain where the knowledge came from, only that I clung onto it and never let it go. I put it away for a few years, sure, abandoning it in times of creative drought. Knowing that I wanted to write made my existence feel purposeful and gave me a sense of priorities as I was growing myself up like the semi-feral child (then, suddenly, the adolescent) that I was. Did I want to get a big job and make a lot of money? No, I wanted to be a writer and writers were poor. Did I want to get married, have children, and live in a mansion? No again; by the time I was in high school I figured out that a low overhead and few dependents would increase my time to work. While I thought I might publish something someday, I never dreamed of the kind of technology that would be at our fingertips this day and age, and I was sure that very few people, and maybe no one at all, would read what I wrote. Thank you, thank you, thank you to my friends who read, like, comment or send feedback. ♥️♥️♥️
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